My boyfriend decided to take a million pictures of me as I walking towards the camera and with every single picture he took, I pointed out every detail of myself that I cannot stand. No matter how big my boobs are, I will never have cleavage. I will never have long, beautiful, or healthy hair because of my trichotillomania. I will never be happy with how big of a girl I am. I wish I wasn’t so pale. My eye brows never look full or have an arch. My nose is too big for my face. My teeth aren’t white enough. I could go on for days. I just hope one day, I will love myself. I won’t be disgusted every time I see a picture of myself or look in the mirror. No one in this world is going to think im beautiful If I can’t even believe it myself.
One day you’ll learn to love yourself more than you ever thought possible. I have barely visible eyebrows, wide set boobs, and am a bit bigger than I’d like. You’re not alone.